Today is a new day and my uneasiness brought on by fears of the unknown is with with me, but not as bad as it has normally been.
My anxiety is rooted in my desire to control the outcome of my reconciliation efforts. It is further deepened by my desire to demand MY desired result on MY time frame. My anxiety breeds irrational unhappiness. My irrational unhappiness leads to unwanted mistakes.
Please, as your day allows, please send your strength and best wishes my way so that our reconciliation has the absolute opportunity to succeed. Any thoughts you post back will serve as just the right tonic to inspire me to keep on keepin' on in the best way. To keep on keepin' on by taking care of me and mine, by letting go but not giving up.
So again, please pray for me; send your positive thoughts and energy my way.
Tom
Letting Go Tom; JUST DO IT! previously hopeful_husband
my A: Fall 05 W found out: Feb 06; separated immediately W pursued D, final 7/11/07