Sometimes its my life I can't taste

[Sugar and Spice]

Spoke too soon on the "no drama" with H, but unfortunately its drama I created for myself. I was paying bills last night and trying to figure out how much his cc payments were going to be (I know, I'm too nice. I should let him figure it out himself) so he could put the extra $$ into the account. I had almost paid off one card last month and knew there were a couple of extra charges on it and so I looked and lo and behold there is a charge for "dinner" for H and the Troll. He also got her a digital camera for Christmas and had his sister wrap it along with my gifts. The best part, when I tell him how these things make me feel he accuses me of wanting to fight and hangs up because "I'm not going to talk about this."

Start swinging the 2X4s, I deserve it. I asked him last night if I had been the one to do all of this to him what would he believe...my words or my actions and he said "I guess your actions." and yet I'm supposed to believe words? WHATEVER!!!!!