Dropping the rope is truly letting her go. Sure hope it all turn out the way you want it to, Jay.
Thanks S2. I thought that maybe she was near the end of her MLC but after the last several days I can tell she's not.
I wonder if I should do a 180 and tell her that she is and that I overhead one of our kids tell the other that they thought she was. See did ask me if I thought that and I said I thought she going through something.
The other day she showed me a short story she wrote. There was enough truth to it that I could tell the main character was me. It was not a easy thing to read. She showed me it as an example of how she dealt with not being happy with the M. She told me that for while she wished I would die. I ask when that was and it was before her EA. She says now she feels nothing about me. She did say we built a nice cosey place here and she knew our kids would hate her. She said she was scared. She still told me she wants me to talk to her as a friend and let her do what she wants. I thought I had been doing both. I guess I have become numb towards what she tells me now so it is easer to not believe any thing she says.
I normally wear jeans to work but this morning I have put on slacks to dress up. It is time to drop the rope.
