WEll I have been trying to look for signs of something different with my H lately. We did finally talk some over the weekend. I asked him what he was thinking and feeling. He said that he just felt different about things. I told him I needed to know that he would be committed this time around. I told him I didnt want him to come back and in 2 weeks be gone again. TOld him I was not doing that again. Of course he said things he said before and I asked what was different this time. Cuz he said all this last time. He is hard to read now. He didnt want a decision made yet. So, Im not in a hurry to make one. Just looking and watching him. Im not gonna walk on eggshells. If I have to do that, Im not gonna. I did find out how much debt he is in now. Not a good thing if he comes back. Hes afraid I wouldnt want him and his problems back. HE's even talked to his parents about me and that he wants to come back.... Im still not sure. I still think he isnt ready.

Im still praying on what to do, but not stressing out about it though. Its a new year and Im really enjoying the single life.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10