Yeah, Sometimes I really feel like that.

Anyway, my h just this second came into the room and said he is leaving tonight to go live with ow's family. I am having some trouble keeping it together right now.

He said, I am leaving tonight, BM. I'll be back in a couple of days to see son. I said ok. I held in my tears until he left the room.

I guess I was hoping this wasnt going to happen. I am so sad.

Well, this is the next step in the journey. I hope my h finds himself and finds his way home.

Last edited by beginnersmind; 01/06/09 12:33 PM.