I know we're supposed to believe only half of what they do and none of what they say. But what my h said to me yesterday confuses me. Does what he said mean that we're supposed to talk about this again? I've gone pretty much dark and slowly feeling happier... almost all that is left is the missing of him from my life. At one level I feel, I know, that it would have to be him that makes any step towards me. I really know nothing about the status of relationship with ow.... I'm sure they're spending some time together... but I rock between thoughts of them making plans for their future to being brought down to earth again by friends who tell me that at the most they're probably only dating. I know that I need to let go, to live with the uncertainty, but that uncertainty is part of what pushes me to thoughts of filing for d (eligible soon) just to parcel up, box away this very painful period of life.
I know that so many people here are going through much more difficult sitchs but I would really benefit from some support and perspectives from others here posting on my thread.
