Hey Julia. I'm so very jealous about your NYE. I had to work the next day and had the kids so it was sitting up chatting with the neighbors while their and my kids played.
I think that we all can relate to how you're feeling, especially your desire to move on and the loneliness.
So, here's a hug (((Julia))) and a new year's wish that things work out to bring a smile to your face every day.