I do think she's confused. It's not that I am ready for a D or to give up on my M, but I am ready to stop hurting. This has been going on since June and I want off of the roller coaster! At least until I can catch my breadth. I love my W very much, but I realize that I need to leave this totaly in God's hands. He can and wants to repair my marriage, but I need to submit it to him first. I realize that there were many times in my life when I loved my W more than God, and that is just plain wrong. He uses these situations to cleanse us of anything that does not please him, so I am going to try to focus on myself as much as possible, and for that I need my own space. I just hope that in the space my W misses me!
