meaning, I figured I'd always have a guy that wasn't needing my attention.

except, sometimes he does the opposite, like if he goes to a friends house to watch the game, friends that I know too, but he doesn't invite me. but, maybe that's because he's got the friends and doesn't need me.

oh why am I trying to figure this out. I'm retarded.

BG, I wish that you were on here. I hope that you are just making yourself busy.

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."