I just have to tell you that I sent your beautiful post to my H, saying that this is where I am now and what my 2009 will look like.
He wrote back, said..."beautiful, I hope you will have much love and warmth this year and that you have truly gotten to this point."
I casually sent a message back to him saying "Thanks, it's good to finally be able to reach that point and let go of things. I too wish you much love and warmth in 2009!".
Then I kindly asked him to please send me the money for the kid's swimming lessons.
And in a PS...I wrote "Oh and by the way, I've opened a new email account, although the old one will still be active for practical purposes, it's (my name)...at ....hotmail etc." I opened an email adres on MY name, and the old one had both our names on it...(big step for me !)
So, Trusting, I just wanted to thank you for giving me the push to get to the next level ! I am forever in debt !
Love !!! xxxx
Last edited by Cinderellaman; 01/05/0908:18 PM.
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus