Judging by your sig line information, obviously something isn't working and perhaps some "breathing room" is in order.

I think my sitch would have shown signs of hope much more quickly if my W would have moved that far away, she only went 4 block to live with OM, and THAT didn't help me at all.

Keep hangin, and keep posting, nothing is over til it's over.

Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11