Everyone seems to have abandoned me in my posts, but I will continue posting updates anyway.
So, some things happened since I last posted...some good...some bad (the bad could be all in my head...I don't know, but it definitly costed me some sleep last night.
Okay, the good first. I was at work last night, and I send W a text message asking her if I could call her later that evening. She, after waiting an hour or so, txted back with a yes. So, I call her. I don't know if DB would support what I did, I tend to doubt it, but...
Basically, I told her that before we went on to paperwork, I felt that even though she was set in her decision, that we should sit down with a mediator before we did anything permanent. I suggested I set something up down there to make the whole thing easier for her...after kickin it around for a bit, we decided on the elder at my church that I have been seeing. She wants to try at get it done this week if at all possible. At first, she said she wanted to do it because she felt I wasn't hearing her. Then she changed it to neither one of us is hearing the other one. We both agreed that we are going to go into it with an open mind. She said she doesn't know about a second session, but has agreed to sit down with him at least once. I didn't beg, plead, ask over and over, cry...I just spoke in normal talking, asked her once, and she was agreeable about the whole thing. Ultimately we talked for a pretty decent amount of time...no arguing, no nothing, so I felt really good about it.
Onto the bad...this morning I got home from work. I check my email, which I always do before lying down. Alot of my emailing goes through myspace...to which my wife is on the friend's list. If any of you are familiar...your friend's bullitens are listed down the center of the page...my W is a friend on there. I see one from her that says, "I don't want a lot of questions about my relationship status"...this led me to click on it to read the rest of it. The rest of the bulliten said that "I just did it because I do NOT want to be persued by anyone." So I think, she put it at 'married' (she previously had 'divorced' listed), then I decide to check her page and see her relationship status, and it reads "in a relationship" So many things jump through my mind...is she on the level on why she did it...could there really be OM? If she os on the level...who is persuing her...I know I shouldn't have looked, but it was just staring at me.
