Yes, I have got Cher, but shes got a tonne of issues herself and her fiance took me aside NYEve to confide in me he's not sure he can stay with her for life.. so not looking good! My sister is rowing with me and lying to my parents, as she has gone back to her abusive BF and my parents are very upset about it all.
I have had difficulties over the past 10 years, but my ex has been there for me since August 1998..(until he met Helen). And likewise me for him. I feel so anchorless and everything around me feels like its crumbling. My BFF says it isnt really, its just things are changing and thats a good thing, its just scary at the time.
Symbolically, it helps me to know that I have got Uranus (planet of change) DIRECT on my Sun right now oppositie Saturn (planet of stability and structure), so its very much a feeling of "tearing down structures, breaking up the old for the new" and it feels a bit internally like I am being torn assunder. But I know I only have another year of this (blimey!) and then hopefully things will settle down again for the next 14 years!
I'm sorry to sound negative today. I got all excited to hear he said he is 'confused', so its a blow to have NC.
