Hi LE - Nice to hear from you bruv... are you in the other universe ? I'll come catch up on you buddy shortly.
Drunk or sober all I do is laugh these days...it's brilliant. I'm so happy with where i'm at, I feel I've been given a second chance in life and that's at the moment when things aren't all that great really, but I look to the positives.
Went out with MOT35 sat night to a quiet pub (she drove) and turns out her ex just moved back in un announced so she really upset, but put it to one side for the evening. Anyway, I'd had a few and on the way home we were talking and I said I'm not sure I can do this anymore, this sneaking around, not knowing how long til you are actually able to see me properly etce etc. She got pretty upset and I think was close to tears. It was all fine, I didn't really want to do it as we get on, but I don't want to (and I explained this to her) waste a months or longer as it is and then we fall out anyway. Waste of both our time. Then I asked to get dropped into town as wanted to go and get smashed, now that didn't go down to well either TBH, but I text a few times when out. Really not sure what to do, it's so confusing. I like this girl and she is really into me, which, TBH, I find a bit strange. We are so different, she is loaded, she could have a choice of a lot of guys I'm sure, but she wants me. I'm just some little poor boy, living at home, not sure when I'm going to get out etc. Funnily, we chatted some yesterday and met up for a little bit and she has made enquiries with a friend for properties for me....lol...think she wants me to get a place so we have somewhere to meet up....
oh, she is also going to Ireland on business next month and has invited me. I asked what I needed to do, get flights etc and she said don't worry, she will get the company to pay...WTF...cheers then
Also chatted to STBXBF35 online a bit last night. Not sure where that one is going if anywhere so going to leave it. If she splits up with her fella, will see where I'm at by then but things are complicated enough as it is.
