*Should I fight custody?*already signed sep.agr

[cat03]

bit bumbed, kids go back to school, I go back to work, kids go back to stbx... we were together for almost 2 weeks, seemed so natural, I'm going to miss them so.
I know it's better to stick with the visitation schedule, had a bit of a dissagreement with stbx about keeing kids for a bday, he then called back, after talking to gf i'm sure, and said it was unfair, that he wanted more time with them, etc etc.
I should know better, I did in a way try to get time with kids that should've been his.
I had it coming I guess.

Now, my son is ready he says, to go for one day, he 's mostly worried that his d5 will misbehave on the bus, he's a class act my boy. I had almost gotten used to the rutine a few weeks ago, I have to get back on track again, believing they will be alright and me keeping busy.

I hadnt' realized our 2 wks vacation would come to an end and things would go back to "normal".

I know my redeemer lives, and that he has great things in store for me, that this is not it, I have to get back my focus. I need to pray now, and know that I pray for each of you everynight, hugs ))))))))))))))))))))