Oh I was really just asking a generic question, maybe what you all might think as far as your S's. I don't know what I want. I just want to be a good dad right now. That is my focus.
My wife is 34 and her age was the reason she told me she freaked out. Said she was afraid of getting old....35. We really don't talk about that stuff, she cannot talk about her emotions and I can never shut up about mine. Who know's.
I think she is definitely in a MLC and is starting to come out of the tunnel and poke her head. She has been nicer to me in the past few weeks than she has in a very long time. But to me, that is just because all of her pursuits in her MLC have failed, romantically and professionally.
I still love her as the mother of my kids but feel no attratcion or romantic love towards her at all. We get along great, have great conversations...laugh just like we did when we were married..er.. together LOL. I don't know.
I have grown to like my single life and just focusing on raising my kids is a full time job and don't have much time for a pity party. I really don't know what the future holds other than I know God is in control. I have just been able to look back with more clarity as we reach our year point. Just a thought and a question I had really.
