Hm...just got a text from her...saying that S2 is feeling better and should be fine for school tomorrow...I suppose I'll just call later to say goodnight to him...I don't know why, but I feel like something is changing in her...I was even reluctant to say that out loud - and I may very well be wrong...but there's something different going on that I can quite put my finger on...maybe it's just me that's changing...and I'm making the mistake of thinking it's her...I think it's just that I've been able to be very friendly with her lately - no matter how she's acting...maybe it's just that it makes me feel good, and that's the change I'm feeling...I don't know...so I'm just going to keep doing what I'm doing. I won't rush her - won't talk about R/M/D with her...

I know that she's supposed to come by and take the rest of her stuff out of the house while I'm away next week. She hasn't said anything about it to me...but we'll just have to keep going on with this process until it ends...however it ends...and we move on, either together or apart.


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S3,S13

"We consent to live like sheep." W.H. Auden

On my own
Separation #4