I was able to spend Christmas Eve with my H!! He susprised me and asked if he could stop by then we were up til 5am just talking about so many things. We did discuss some of the things that went wrong but we did not touch on what was going to happen, it just felt so good to be able to get things off my chest in a civil manner with no fights, yelling or tears. We then ML and he did not leave until later in the morning.
Since then he has been texting more and even responding to my silly no nonsense texts that always went ignored before. He even came over again last night and we watched a movie over a beer and ML again. He slept over and left when he had to go to work.
I am well aware that all is not better and there is still a long journey ahead but now I really feel that things are definalty turning around. I am really hoping for a wonderful 2009!!
