I finally got myself out for some exercise again too - mostly because my S11 really wanted to go to a pickup soccer game we play in on Sundays...We ran around for two hours...and now I am exhausted...
Glad that you and your H got email contact...those phones bills can be terrifying...no skype?
....... Journaling a bit... I texted my W this morning to ask her how S2 is doing - and she texted back about an hour later letting know that he's still under the weather and coughing...Later in the day I called her to talk about what we would do if he's still sick tomorrow and he has to stay home from school - she didn't answer, so I left her a message. She called back - but it was right when I was on the phone with my father, so I wasn't able to take her call...when I got of the phone with my father, I called her again - but she didn't answer, and I didn't leave a message...
I miss her a lot today for some reason...and when we were leaving the soccer game I just had this very simple urge to call her and say, hey, let's talk about what we have to do to get back on track...but that would be a huge mistake...I know that much...so I got home and showered instead...though I really would love to talk with her about how we could mend things...so instead I'll just write it out to myself and file it away with the other unsent letters to my W.
I'll give her a call later - probably around 7:30ish - just to say goodnight to my baby boy and find out about her plans for tomorrow...I'm tempted to just let her call tonight...but I think that would make it seem like I'm not concerned about my baby boy - so I'll continue with my belief that DBing is only about me and my W - and when it comes to my son, I call.
