BM So glad to hear you were able to see your daughter and grandchildren. It is so hard when they live so far and we can't be part of their everyday lives. I have no grandchildren but my daughters live far and i do miss them. You say you accept the way your husband is, was he ever more emotionally connected? I might need to take a lesson from you and just accept what h can give and not expect more. Do you ever wonder if you will get back to the way you were when you both loved each other? Do you think that it is possible? I really wonder if it is in my sitch and also if I can accept it being less than what it was.