Well I called her Friday and told her I was going in on Tuesday to take care of the cell phones. I told her I wanted to give her a few days notice so she would not be left high and dry and if she had any questions she could call me. Well low and behold she did call back and told me she would have it taken care of. I guess I just have to wait now and see what she does… if I get her new number or she fades to black. I know the year mark is very close but I still DO love my wife. I just don’t want to regret not trying. She just does not seem to want me to at all. I her on these boards people talking about “getting back to friendship” or “neutral” before working on a relationship. My W tells me she sees me as a friend. And when we DO manage to get together ( aka she actually lets me) she tells me she has fun. But she lets months go between the times, and I don’t even feel like a friend to her. I feel tired, exhausted from this year and missing my best friend. But I also guess my only option left is to truly let her know she can loose me. When I simply went dark she was fine with that.
