Detach>Worse>Weird>Better ???

[Sophie]

yesterday was a soccer game. Mr C coaches..and I am attracted to him.

But...because there was a soccer game, H showed.

H took s10 to get a drink after the game to another part of the gym...Mr C and I spoke some and I felt a bit uneasy that H would pick up on 'something' between Mr C and me. I felt guilty for having fun/nice feelings for someone else.

s10 rode with H and came here to watch football.

H asked if I wanted anything from the store...he was going for snacks.

I made philly steak sandwiches for everyone.

We had a good time...the Chargers won:)

I was distracted in my mind all night by Mr C. But, still enjoyed being around H.

Game was over...H was falling in and out of sleep. I needed to get to bed and went upstairs to wash my face and get ready for bed. I never went back downstairs. I let H and kids decide what to do.

I felt/ and still do/ like I was rude for not seeing H to the door.

s10 ended up going with H...s14 didn't want to go.

So...H and s10 will be coming back here sometime today.