P.S. All of my strength, hope, faith and committment to this battle were failing. God has told me that I can do this , He is walking with me and showing me His light, which I know now is Our light, mine and His. I squeeze my cross when I am unsure. I ask Him for a 2x4 when I slip (AmyC is the hand of God in that one, as well as FH), but seriously, I have seen too much happen, positive and negative to not believe in what I now hold deep in my heart. He loves us all, He will not abandon us and He will show you his plan if you will just listen.
