I never bring him up, but she is the one getting negative feedback about him from everyone else, not me. I say nothing. trust me, I hold my tongue plenty. Liek tonight, when I heard he was here picking up my D17 with her, trust, the term Ape Sh45 came to light. I said nothing. It hurts like hell he was here parked in front of my house. I feel violated. I really do, that no good POS in front of my house!!! No I am doing what I need to do, I am db'ng, I am everything all the books say I should be , I am on the road He wants me on. I am all of these things. Own up to my part, done that 10 fold but again, none of this is really about me or anything other than her, that was the hard part. Am I a better person, God knows I am, everyone who knows me knows I am, Do I xcare if she thinks so, not particularly, because I don't hinestly think that whuile she is in love with someone else that it really doesn't matter. I am who I am for me, for the people who love me and the people I love, thats it....
