I still feel knots in my stomach about the OM I am still insecure about whether she has ended it for good only time will tell. In the mean time I have to be the man that can take care of her.
Jeff, your focus needs to be only in areas within your circle of influence. Directly within your ability to control. You have no control over that, you have no control over your W's feelings. Focus only on what you can control, your behavior, your actions, your listening.
