NLT sorry about your dog. I do know what you mean. I lost my beloved dog of 13 years a year ago. I had to put him to sleep. I still am not completely over his loss.
H was not there for me a year ago. It was a dog that h got for me when I was dating him. I had so many good memories with him and he was there for me after h left.
Hang in there. It does get better.
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"