My computer is okay-thank goodness.

Did not hear from h at all yesterday but that is okay because I was so consumed with my own little things I have been doing.

I am sure he will be here today though.

My dad called me out of the blue yesterday wanting to know if he could help with my car repairs and I told him thanks but no thanks. I explained that there has been so much wear and tear on the car that someone else, if they really want to keep using it, will have to pay for some of it-whatever the priority repair is at the moment.

I explained to him my new venture and since he has no computer and internet, he really has no idea what is out there and how one can succeed just by doing some simple things.

Right now I am just really psyched about it. You would think it would motivate my h to do something but it doesn't.

I asked him what his goals were with regard to a job. He said he does not want to work for anybody else. Maybe deep down he does see what I am doing and that it works but but he is not trying it.

I suggested that maybe he could come over a few days out of the week and just get on the computer. He said maybe....


The Bomb: 08/05
H moves out: 06/2006
H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07
H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08
H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09
Divorced 08-12
Kids: 22, 20, 19