Actually, it really is the first time!!! Remember I have been with H since I was 17, and I was always the "pleasingly plump" girl with the great personality! Well, I have lost about 50lbs (amazing what the stress diet can do for ya'), but I am still by no means "skinny". I actually cried when I found I could fit into "normal size" jeans! So this really was a new experience for me and I so did not know how to handle it.
I have no idea what to say to him when I see him on the bus next! And, to top it off, tonight H called regarding finances and, me and my big mouth, (remember that door between my brain and my mouth is faulty), I couldn't resist telling H! He was like "Well, there ya' go, good for you!" (the bas**rd). He probably thought I was trying to make him jealous. I really just have no clue how to "be mysterious" and "entice" a man.....it's just not in my nature. So, earned a few DB demerits on that one.....but oh, well!
Life goes on......
TJ
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