Ok, if someone has some freakin' idea what the heck my h is doing, could you share it with me? I see he is saving up some money, and he is still going away, though not nearly as much as when he was in the thick of the affair. I have no idea where that relationship is at the moment. I think when I had that short conversation with the ow in September, it might have taken the blush off the rose. Oh my, my bad. It wasnt even planned.

I just have to wonder when this life he keeps talking about is going to start. It's been 18 months!

I am trying to work on some things now that the new year is upon us.

First, I absolutely have to finish up my sad resume and get going on job hunting.

Second, I need to lose some weight and get healthy. I have some trouble doing certain exercises due to my neuromuscular disease so I have to be creative.

Third, I NEED TO GAL!!! I am starting to sit at home again. Need to get to gettin'.

Last edited by beginnersmind; 01/03/09 04:33 AM.