Mike, there has got to be a woman out there in your neck of the woods who knows who she is and what she wants. And who will live up to your completely reasonable expectations. It just may take time. And it sounds like, to be totally honest, you aren't ready for the BIG relationship yet anyway.
I know BBJ..I know..I just keep running into more of the same and it frustrates me..in reality there is not much of what I'm looking for..it's probably .1% normal(my normal anyway) to 99.9% batchitt crazy here so the pickins are slim..
and I am doing what I suggest for John..I'm pretty much in date and discard mode until I find what I'm looking for..Sounds like I may have to move to Memphis..
I'm just trying to understand the woman want abuser/bad boy thing better that's all..I figure the more I learn and the faster I learn it then the faster I'll be able to detect it and discard them...
and when I read all that that sounds so awful...but I have every right to be picky..and I'm not ready or looking for something serious..I want something to just develop if it's there, naturally..I think that's the best and only way to go..
