I've never posted to you before...in fact I don't post her very much at all anymore. I've given up the fight after enduring so many long and grueling months filled with the lies my H told me. I'm posting to you because what you said about your wife not being the same person anymore struck a chord with me. I have experienced the same thing with H. When I look in his eyes, I don't see HIM anymore...he is just gone and there is someone staring back I don't recognize. It is so painful to see this happen to someone I loved so much. It is also painful to try and fathom the hurt he is capable of inflicting on me...the mother of his child. I was served with a restraining order day before yesterday packed with absolute lies about me. If you can believe it, this correctional officer and his six foot correctional officer girlfriend are afraid that me...the 5'6 healthcare worker is going to harm them physically. He has accused me of keeping my daughter from him since 12/6 when she has actually been to his house 5 times since then and is there now to spend the weekend and accused me of sitting outside his house "staking him out". I have been to his house 1 time in 8 months. What in God's name is he talking about??? I wonder if he has mental issues.
At any rate...I'm rambling now. Just wanted you to know I feel for you and know what you are going through. Keep your chin up.
