Yup...some old story...bitter and angry when she came by to pick up my baby boy tonight...this time my S11 noticed it - he was standing at the door saying goodbye to his baby brother and saw her turn her back on me as I was talking with her - and ignore me as I mentioned something to her about tomorrow...really, it's just kind of annoying now...tiresome and petty...and I think she was annoyed mostly because I called her to find out where she was - after she was almost 20 minutes past when she was supposed to pick up my baby boy - and I wasn't sure if I should make dinner for him or not - since she might arrive at any minute (as she's done before).

...just venting...since I was really just annoyed that my S11 had to see it...and be exposed to that kind of negativity...after she left he said, "I'm glad you don't have to live with that anymore...I just worry about [baby brother]." Me too...at least I know that in my home he'll grow up with a better example of how to be respectful of others...



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S3,S13

"We consent to live like sheep." W.H. Auden

On my own
Separation #4