T and Rob, I probs sound worse here.. in terms of him affecting my well being. In RL I am calm and chatty and make people laugh alot! I had a fantastic time back home and NYEve was great too, so I feel almost back to my old self, 95% (but a new improved me!?)
This makes me feel much better as I've been worried about you hitching your wagon to him completely.
Keep being the better, more fantastic, funny you regardless of what he's doing. You've got his attention by loving on yourself, so keep it up and his attention will grow.
