It's Complicated! Part 2

[glamgirl]

I feel pretty good today. I took the tree down. I couldn't get the bins that all the stuff goes in from the top shelving in the garage, so I just put all the decorations in boxes until h can help.

We were suppose to take down the tree together yesterday, but that didn't happen. I didn't want to wait. I wanted to put those memories behind.

I am doing lots of cleaning and rearranging. I think this is good for the spirit and soul to make some changes. In with the new year.

Having a bit of anxiety though. S20 looks like is moving out first part of February. He has been my security and rock and now that will be gone too. I know it will be ok and we will be fine. It's hard and just more change that I need to deal with.

He is moving to an apartment close by. It actually will be nice though, since his friend lives with us too and they both will be moving. I will now have 2 rooms available.

Hmmmm rent them out or an office and each kid gets there own room. Hmmmmm maybe h could rent one. Ha ha ha!