YEAH! I am smiling. Trust me, I know what you are thinking. Give the meetings some time and listen to the others. You will hear similarities in everyone's stories. Also, research about infidelity and alcholism. They sort of go hand in hand in a way.

I am happy you are trying a meeting. It will give you some control of your own life. Also, go read my sich. There are some similarities to yours as well....DUI, OW, not letting go, hiding and secrets.

Have a great weekend.!

Me: 46 FWS: 36
Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07
Baby Girl born 3/08
Kicked him out because OW: 7/08
5/10 He realized what he had and lost.
Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!