Hey Kalni, wow, what time are you going out! Is it already 10pm there? Have a good time!
I am sorry that he seems to be throwing hurtful words at you and blaming you for the current state of your R. I dont see him making much effort, or acknowledging, or thanking you for all the effort you have put in in the past 18 months to keep the love alive and to give him another chance, in spite of his leaving and his A. I take it you never got to ask him about the EA/PA when you were away then?
Could you think of a list and give it to him anyway, of things you'd like to discuss? (like the PA!?). I wonder how he would react if you did? Or was he just being sarcastic asking for one? I cant tell.
So.. apt as always, here are our monthly stars for Pisces for January: There's an easy way to avoid stress. Just do nothing. Lower your standards. Drop your expectations. Drop out. Back off. Mind your own business. Keep your heart to yourself. Life won't be very interesting or meaningful if you take the above advice - but, at least, you'll be protected from too much intensity. And that's what you want, isn't it? It isn't? Then you had best be more philosophical about the situation you now find yourself in. It may be taking a lot out of you, but it is giving back something perfect. You are living and you are learning. And, surprisingly early in 2009, you will come to be glad of all that is proving so hard.
