Hey guys.. but, any thoughts on whether or not you can 'go back' after whatever the hell she is doing to him ?? He has opened pandoras box.. I feel pretty discouraged since hearing that (insecure?).
So.. thanks Jeff, T, I ordered the book at last! I couldnt work out which edition before but Kalni helped me.
Cher has been emailing me. She and G both reckon me and ex are "definetly going to get back together" - But T, it would be exciting...but I cant work out if they say these things becuase they wish we would, becuase of things I tell them (like about him getting me a present and him thinking about me) or becuase things ex has said to them. If it was the latter, I think they would be more specific and tell me that. So its probably a combination of the first two. In which case, theres no real change (yet?).
I still havent heard from him. One lousy text message in reply to mine, all over the Christmas/NY period is very disappointing. He feels just gone..but is that an illusion? He FEELS gone, yet I hear that he talks abuot me and is confused! (but he said that 1-8 Dec week.. so although it was recent, could things have altered again since then??) and he did phone and send me a pressie just 2 weeks ago. So how do I deal with this confusing picture???
I'm not coping well with it.. the extended NC, its become normal to go a few weeks between ANY contact, and its a month now since I've seen him. Its making it so hard, especially on the back of hearing tantalising news of him. I feel frustrated and like I just want to hear the truth myself, not 2nd, 3rd hand.
And I still dont know when to contact him next, although I know he will reply, so its 'allowed'.
