Hi V, Makes sense to me... I'm feeling okay this morning - still a bit of a hallow feeling in my chest, though I think that's to be expected...It's those glimpses of my W yesterday that got to me...though I know that I should let them go, because they could mean absolutely nothing - and other than making eye-contact and responding to my question about the vomit (lovely) she hasn't reached out to me or tried to communicate with me in any way at all...and perhaps she just won't.
Right now I'm just thinking a lot about what's ahead of me this year - just how much I have to do and how much I want to make it all work on a personal level. Of course, it didn't help that this morning, one of the first things I heard on the radio was about the horrible job market for people in my field - and how the MLA (Modern Language Assoc) conference in San Francisco is proving to be kind of depressing for a lot of graduate students...tells me there may be a lot of people looking for work next year...at all levels...but I won't let that stop me from moving forward...it just feels right right now.
