you know, if you get your craft stuff going, it will certainly get your mind off of your h. getting involved in something you really like is very positive and helps you to focus on you and how you can make that craft take off.

in the last month i began my own little side thing and i am really involved in it, to the point, that i wish i had more time to dedicate to it.

sometimes i ask myself why i am going to a job where i may work 2-3 days a week for under thirty dollars per day when i can focus on what i am doing out of my home and on my computer without having to go anywhere except to pick up things i need to continue building my product base.

what i am saying is that it is really good to get the focus off of another person.

for me, i think it is good that my h sees what i am doing and how i am improving at what i am doing slowly but surely and doing it for me not him.

you will get there, too, it just takes time.


The Bomb: 08/05
H moves out: 06/2006
H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07
H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08
H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09
Divorced 08-12
Kids: 22, 20, 19