Back at work today after being off so long and blah !!!
Had a nice NYE, went out with my best mate, his GF and another friend and met up with a load of other friends. The four of us got a taxi back local about 11.30 and there was tension in the pub we were in and I think a fight was going to break out....Not one for spending 1st days of new years in hospitals or police stations (or any day for that matter). Was rather drunk but was a real laugh. My BF works all the time so isn't out often and when he is it's like we still at school again.
Managed to only have 2 ciggies all day yesterday, hopefully none today but we will see. Going out with MOT35 Sat night for a quiet drink (found out she is actually 34 still but said she was a year older than me and don't want to confuse issues by changing). Also been asked to go out with STBXBFF35 on Monday but think I will swerve that as really trying to not drink to much.
poker night tonight round friends so keeping busy. Been running twice this week and though a real struggle after a break, going to get right back into it.
Interactions with STBX seem to be just plain weird....She moans and nags me now more than she did, she is rude, never says goodbye and couldn't even say happy new year to me when I wished her one. Ah well, so be it.....guess it's what we call Batchitt Crazy !!!
I think I will post some new years resolutions on here a bit later, certainly need to write them down
