When he left, he kissed me, said ILY and then he said happy new year to me.
I do not know why but I find myself becoming emotional when he leaves and I never used to be that way! I would hold it all in and not let on my true feelings but for some reason, I have really been showing my true colors.
So I asked him what is happy about the new year? he was like I don't know and then I said well I hope some good things will happen and he said yeah, me too.
Then I started crying and he started to get teary eyed, then I shut his door and walked back into the house.
Later, I texted him that it is very difficult for me to watch my husband leave me and the kids to be with someone else, especially knowing and hearing that he loves me. I also added that i believe God is working at the same time.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
