this year I'm starting in the mess, with the rug pulled out from under me, lots of uncertainty in my future. but I'm hoping to close out this coming year on a stronger footing...more certainty, or at least more direction.
that was what I wrote this time last year. wow. who knew then where my life would lead. just like the previous year, I was in a completely different place. even though the years seem to fly by now, so much can happen, can't it?
just feeling reflective, as always, at this time.
and while I didn't know I would end up reconciling with greg, I did know (hope) I would be in a better place for myself...stronger, more self assured. and you know what? I am. nothing to do with greg...has to do with myself. greg is the icing on the cake for sure, but wow, I love how capable I feel...I know I can do and be what I want in life.
just wanted to share. again, wishing you all the very best in 2009.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
I am so happy to hear about your continued happiness and strength. I always felt that you would turn out to be great, no matter what circumstances you found yourself in at the end. I thought about you as I boxed up my old ornaments this year, no longer crying over each one that I put into separate boxes to give to my kids when they are older and move on their own.
I hope that you continue to check in from time to time. Hope you have connected with some of our friends who can keep us updated on you....
