Wow, just realised his text contained a kiss! And he sent it sober, at 8.30 am! Thats only the third in the last year. The 2nd was on my christmas card. Is this something to get excited about (groan!)?..Jody would say so, she would say he flavoured his message with affection and he didnt have to do that. I've heard some pretty big revelations lately about what he's thinking, but they come at a time when we are barely in contact, so its hard to 'trust' in any of it. I've needed to 'download' here though today, thats obvious!
I feel our connection has faded slightly. I've had such little contact with him, I feel out of touch with him. But on the phone to his BMF he sounded miserable and didnt put on his front, so he cant be having a good time right now. I think I will maybe email him Monday, if he doesnt email me, to thank him for his present?
I made my New Moon wishes recently. I wished for news to show me I am right to keep waiting and hoping we could reunite, for news about him and her and for him to contact me.. all my wishes came true!