Yahoo. It seemed like a lower stress alternative to match.
Don't know if any of you other folks have run into this one, but, I find my old self trying to rear its' ugly head and pull me back into old relationship patterns when there is no relationship there yet. Don't know if that makes sense. Let's just say I find myself checking my dam*ned phone all day when I don't hear from NG. Now, mostly I force myself to not act the way I feel, but, it doesn't ALWAYS work out that way.
Truth is, she doesn't owe me anything and I don't owe her anything and if we don't talk for a week, well, it isn't as if we're married Right?
Right?
