So.. huge positives, but none of this has left me feeling good! I thikn I have lost respect for him too, for being so weak/cliched. Its kind of horrible, what he's done to us/me, for what? A roll in the hay (ok, a wild debauched roll, but still). And guys.. can you really go back, after this ? Once you have opened pandoras box ? But he's missing out on lots, real love, ML, respect, etc.
G advised me to surprise him, turn up at his door and seduce him, but I said I cant whilst he's with her. He told me to just phone him and flirt. They nagged me to text him, so I did at 11.50pm on NY Eve! I said...
"Happy New Year! x" and did a kiss as an experiment.
He texted back "Happy New Year Al! x" at 8.30 this morning. So, mirroried me, but better than nowt!
Anyone have any idea where I go from here??? I'm dealing with alot to weigh up. Should I wait and see whether he dumps her? Or do as my BFF said..tell him to meet me in a country pub, book a room upstairs and go for it...!? Hmm, dont think he would with ow still around.
