My 34th thread. I would have never ever thought that not in a million years.
Stars-Switchfoot
Maybe I've been the problem Maybe I'm the one to blame But even when I turn it off and blame myself The outcome feels the same
I've been thinkin' maybe I've been partly cloudy Maybe I'm the chance of rain And maybe I'm overcast and maybe All my luck's washed down the drain
I've been thinkin' 'bout everyone, everyone you look so lonely But when I look at the stars, When I look at the stars, When I look at the stars I see someone else When I look at the stars, the stars I feel like myself
Stars looking at our planet, Watching entropy and pain And maybe start to wonder How the chaos in our lives could pass as sane
I've been thinkin' 'bout the meaning of resistance Of a hope beyond our own And suddenly the infinite and penitent Began to look like home
I've been thinkin' 'bout everyone, everyone you look so empty But when I look at the stars, When I look at the stars, When I look at the stars I see someone else When I look at the stars, the stars I feel like myself, You!
Stars, Stars
Everyone, everyone you feel so lonely Everyone, ya everyone you feel so empty When I look at the stars, When I look at the stars, When I look at the stars I feel like myself When I look at the stars, the stars I see someone
I've been listening to lots of Switchfoot lately and the songs speak to me.
New Years Eve turned out OK..Out with friends..3 couples as a matter of fact..and me..so I felt a little out of place but went with things in hopes of a good time..and the time was good..a local steakhouse to eat..beers in route there with a designated driver behind the wheel all night...the food and company were great..then on to a local club for dancing..it was nice..a few ladies actually approached me and engaged me which was good..a PMA boost for me..I danced with a few of the ladies who were part of the couples I was with so It all worked out good..in by 3:30am and then up at 10:30 for a brunch at my buddies house..I'm home doing laundry and chores while watching football..
I'm still fighting little bits of drama that pop up concerning MHS38..and am about to just cut my losses there and be done with it..I'm disappointed in myself a way because I never saw much in the way of drama with her but now realize it is there and probably will be until she handles it on her own..it also solidifies my belief that I am a good guy and lots of women out there don't want good guys..
still chatting with golfcoursebeercartgirl and just finished a phone convo with elementaryschoolteacher41.
Hope everyone had a great New Year...and here's to a better 2009
