Hi Upside
Glad you had a wonderful christmas
and wishing you and your family a blessed New Year

I read your last post and you probably are or were just going thru a dry patch
sometimes my feeling seem gone fopr H only to resurface again and again
I dont think they will ever totally be gone
its up to you
I have read those who get thru this eventually have a better M, so I would not judge H current brokeness
I sense you will have to ride it out b/c you have too many positives
just continue to focus on yourself and give yourself that love you crave for now
take this time to tatally heal you
and when the time is righ you will either have your M restored aor be done and ready to move on
I just dont semse it is the time for you
meditate and listen
or journel
the answers are there
and
thank you for your constant support
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow