Hi Upside Glad you had a wonderful christmas and wishing you and your family a blessed New Year
I read your last post and you probably are or were just going thru a dry patch sometimes my feeling seem gone fopr H only to resurface again and again I dont think they will ever totally be gone its up to you I have read those who get thru this eventually have a better M, so I would not judge H current brokeness I sense you will have to ride it out b/c you have too many positives just continue to focus on yourself and give yourself that love you crave for now take this time to tatally heal you and when the time is righ you will either have your M restored aor be done and ready to move on I just dont semse it is the time for you meditate and listen or journel the answers are there and thank you for your constant support peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow