H has come home earlier than expected tonight. My plan was to curl up on the couch and watch a movie. My friend invited me to her house but I am so tired today and it is -7 with the wind chill. I know I should go - better dbing I guess, but I dont want to. I am not depressed, not staying because of h, just because I really want to be home.

My s, thankfully, has plans. I am so worried about him and his depression, so I am glad he is going to a friend's.