((Mama)) and (((D12))) After sitting alone (self-imposed) for Christmas, I've decided to go back to basics, reach out a bit more. Like you, asking for help (attention, etc.) is not in my comfort zone, but my C reminded me that I should not deprive others of the joy of giving, especially during this, my time of need. Sitting here spinning my wheels isn't helping. Good that your STBX is helping financially. Giant New Years hugs to you both, love, Goldey