I made my life all about him, his family, and our girls. Now H is gone, with him went his family, I have no freinds, and the girls are old enough to have their own stuff to do.
(((toh))) This is so sad. I was so much the same with my H, I said just the other day I felt like I was an extension of him. I had to change that and move forward with my life. It took me a lot of baby steps and courage to make every single one of them that I took. You can do it too.
Make a strategy, make a plan, set your goals.
It's too late now for tonight but why can't you have your own party and invite friends over? Where is your own family? Why do you depend on H's family?
Again, I encourage you to find some activities to get you out of the house and get involved with other people. Networking. Volunteering. Call it whatever you want.
Many churches have NYE services. Go find one.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
